relax? how do i do that??

the weather wouldn't be nearly so bad, even with the humidity, if it weren't so terribly smoggy. breathing was getting rather difficult on my daily walk home from work. i have mixed feelings about the air conditioner, however, which is currently keeping some of my apartment at a (mostly) comfortable temperature. i dislike a/c in general - i've never been able to pinpoint why. and while i'm not sweating and turning into a rather vile-looking puddle, i'm also chilled enough that i can't go barefoot in the apartment, which to me has always been the highlight of the warmer months. we'll see how this goes, i guess.

i've lost my focus, and i'm not sure where i left it. perhaps it's with my ability to tolerate people in general, or my ability to work.

also? there are a few too many spiders cropping up around my computer desk for my own peace of mind. the big black one made me a little twitchy, but the tiny little ones (babies?) make me itch and squirm... mostly because two of them have tried to climb up my arm. *whimper*

icony goodness

short attention span = new icons!

fear me! =D