*jeopardy theme music plays endlessly in the background*

trying to keep busy. my thoughts keep wandering though, wondering what i'll do if i do get this job, what i'll do if i don't. both are dilemmas in their own way. i decided prefer the scenario where i DO get the job, and courageously face down all obstacles in order to do well at it. it remains to be seen, however, if this is going to happen.

and that's about it for me, folks. it's all a state of waiting, and nothing i can do. waiting for the job, waiting for an opportunity, waiting to see how my financial future is decided through no control of my own. meh.