*twitch twitch*

the waiting is going to kill me. what right do i have to even expect this? but i'm unable to keep the hope from bubbling up. it's just been so long since i've really be excited about something. i know this'll all just end in disappointment, but i can't helping hoping it won't. i've even considered praying. *giggle*

on the other side of the coin, i just had to borrow money from my dad to fix my computer. i hate doing that.