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j'ai juré discipline et bonté, mais voilà
j'ai juré de rester sage et plutôt froide
de ne plus parler, mais
mais voilà que j'chavire vers l'au-dela
mes plus pures pensées
mais voilà que je lève vers l'au-dela un regard glacé
so, after much struggling, my living room looks entirely new. the tv/stereo still needs to be hooked up, and i need to pick up some new posters and a new lamp, but other than that, it looks good. it's a nice change; i needed that.
i think the world may be ending: i had a real, deep conversation with my mother the other day. we didn't argue, we didn't fight, i just tried to explain things to her in a logical and detached manner. turns out my cousin is pregant; this blows my mother's mind, as my cousin is only a month younger than my brother (20). this of course led to children, and grandchildren, etc, etc. once again, i tried to explain to her the reasons i don't plan on having kids, and i think maybe, just maybe, some of it may have sunk in. but she'll keep on thinking i'll change my mind in a few years, just because my old cousin went through this a few years ago, and now she's had a kid and wants a second. this is why i'm glad to be the eldest child on my dad's side ~ no one to follow, no one to be thrust into the shadow of.
bah, this doesn't make much sense. haven't been writing much this week due to general lack of sense. i might have a job interview next week, just waiting to hear back from the agency. things are moving quickly, yet are at a standstill at the same time.
j'ai juré de rester sage et plutôt froide
de ne plus parler, mais
mais voilà que j'chavire vers l'au-dela
mes plus pures pensées
mais voilà que je lève vers l'au-dela un regard glacé
so, after much struggling, my living room looks entirely new. the tv/stereo still needs to be hooked up, and i need to pick up some new posters and a new lamp, but other than that, it looks good. it's a nice change; i needed that.
i think the world may be ending: i had a real, deep conversation with my mother the other day. we didn't argue, we didn't fight, i just tried to explain things to her in a logical and detached manner. turns out my cousin is pregant; this blows my mother's mind, as my cousin is only a month younger than my brother (20). this of course led to children, and grandchildren, etc, etc. once again, i tried to explain to her the reasons i don't plan on having kids, and i think maybe, just maybe, some of it may have sunk in. but she'll keep on thinking i'll change my mind in a few years, just because my old cousin went through this a few years ago, and now she's had a kid and wants a second. this is why i'm glad to be the eldest child on my dad's side ~ no one to follow, no one to be thrust into the shadow of.
bah, this doesn't make much sense. haven't been writing much this week due to general lack of sense. i might have a job interview next week, just waiting to hear back from the agency. things are moving quickly, yet are at a standstill at the same time.
