*blink blink*

i wrote my essay. i didn't want to, because it's beautiful out and i wanted to spend the day basking in sunshine and woods, but i wrote it. and, as i was writing the final paragraph of the body of the essay, i stopped. it. is. terrible. i had a revelation, in which everything was laid out neatly before me, in nice, coherent paragraphs, with interesting points and other things teachers seem to appreciate when reading these things. and yet, sheer laziness and a general unwillingness to give up yet another 2 hours to rewrite this essay are keeping me from pressing the magic delete key and starting all over. cause you know what? it's a 200-level. the essay, while no more than a batch of regurgitation, still has a few interesting points thrown in for spice. and it's just too damn nice outside for more of this.

so, instead of striving for that final A, i will content myself with a B and go get ice cream. =P

i'm done with school soon. that's enough. i need time off, i need to breathe, i need a car and a vacation. enough is enough. time to move on.