sleep, stiff, and psychotic

since i've moved in, they've been working on the landscaping around the buildings here. they're still going, despite the fact that it's mid-November and the ground is frozen. i actually took a moment to watch them earlier today (might as well see what all the damn noise keeping me awake is about, right?) and noticed that they were taking down the wall. again.

they built a retaining wall on either side of the doorway, at every doorway, sometime in August. then they took it apart 3 days later, and rebuilt it. today, they were taking it apart again. the builder guy was even stacking the bricks onto a skid, and re-shrinkwrapping it. now the wall is gone, and they're digging at the ground again. what do they think they're going to find, gold?

i'll be heading out to Passeport tonite, despite the nearly 100% chance of not being able to sleep past 7am tomorrow. need out.

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oh, and something struck me earlier: one of those revelations that seems so obvious that i wonder how i could have been so stupid not to see it earlier.

if i'm an empath, of course i'm antisocial.
*smacks head on desk*
i'll stop feeling guilty now. this is just the way i am.