is it wrong to miss the intensity?

whatever happened to passion, anguish, hopes? whatever happened to getting so caught up in a dream that reality ceases to exist? what happened to all my half-made plans? to the tightness in my chest, the numbness after the pain? is it wrong to want feeling over learning, existence over knowledge?

*says the scholar ironically*

every friendship is different. no 2 people are not on fire.