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well, folks, it's that time again... time to think what i'm gonna be for halloween. no matter what i think of, it never comes out looking quite right, so i don't know why i bother, but still, it's fun while it lasts. i love halloween, and i love xmas. so there.

it's nice to just sit back and talk with some close friends. it's something i've been missing lately, mostly thru my own fault. i've got to seriously curb this tendency of mine to withdraw at the slightest foil in my (admittedly not so intelligent) plans. can anyone say control freak? *sigh*

i feel like i'm reaching. towards what, i don't know, but towards something, definately. always out of reach, forever taunting me in its proximity. *double sigh*